Fat And Happy?

I was never been afraid to be labelled as fat, overweight and ugly before. That was before...When i was like 20-25. With 167 cm in height and 50 kg in weight, i was one of the tallest in school and among relatives. I used to eat almost everything without being worried whether i can gain more kgs and stuff like that.

Now, i am still one the tallest. Last time was in class and now is the tallest in my office but now i have gained more weight and fatter than before. I am now 76kg and have been fat since i hit the pregnancy period and until now the fat tissues are still happy to stick with me even after five years had passed through. I think i need to do something about it before i turn myself into a nightmare.  Firstly, i started my own diet but sorry, it did not work. I even enrolled to a slimming centre called London. It was way too expensive than i thought and caused a hole in my pocket. I am broked! And the bad news is, i only managed to lose 4.5 kg for the whole 20 sessions of time, energy and money i wasted at the centre.

After some time, i tried this Ensure FOS meal replacement programme after i saw it at one of the drug stores. It did a fair result and its taste is chocolate delicious especially when you stir it with cold water. I admit that i am now more concerned about my appearance and also my health. I do not want to be an obese when i reach my 40s. In addition, i also try this slimming soap from USA i saw online. After reading good reviews on it, i think i should give it a try and furthermore, it is so cheap and you would not have to cry a river if it does not work for you. Please pray for my success to be thin. I hope you are not expecting something miracle now because it is way too soon. I only use it for 2 days...Hahaha...I know right?:)

Being Acrophobic

I used to be an aquaphobic but i have beaten it by learning how to swim. But then, few years ago, i learnt that i am also an acrophobic. Do you know what acrophobia is? Acrophobia is when you are afraid of height. Like myself, i cannot even stand a 4 storeys building like Kotaraya Johor Bahru. Although i have gone up to more than 30th floor of PETRONAS's Twin Towers (Tower 2 when i was attending a briefing like 2 years back) and even took a bucket to be on a big tanker in Tanjung Piai for several times but still, the fear has never seemed to fade away. The recent experience was when i took a roller coaster ride with height of 14 storeys building and speed of 90km/hr called Battlestar Galactica at the Universal Studios Singapore. Believe it or not, i even took few other roller coaster rides after that until i went dizzy. One of the scariest was Revenge Of The Mummy. Although it was an indoor ride like Space Mountain, the one i took in Disneyland; both are also in the dark until you cannot see a thing but the Revenge Of The Mummy was totally hellish because the ride went backward and glided us down few meters in completely darkness. Scary! Even scarier compared to Battestar Galactica (Both Cyclon and Human). Taking all these rides have made myself forget for once that i am the person who is afraid of height and when it was time to go to bed that night, the moment i closed my eyes, those scary minutes of gliding through every ride in the USS have started to appear one by one and keep on haunting me again and again repeatedly for quite some time.

I almost forgot that i enjoyed one roller coaster ride at Berjaya Cosmo World Theme Park when Farouk and i were still dating. I was a bit younger then. But if you ask me to experience it once more, now i rather sit back and surrender. I guess i am too old for all these....

Hong Kong Disneyland

I never really dream about going to Disneyland where most of the children in the world wanted to go but i did go to the newest Disneyland during a trip to Hong Kong paid by my boss 3 years back. We stayed at this fabulous Disney Hollywood Hotel. Sorry, i only managed to capture few pictures to share with you guys. Most of time while in Hong Kong, i shot videos. Too bad, my Sony Video Camera was stolen few months after that. If not, i would have share more...

Too bad i could not share these moments with my beloved Areej and Farouk. I wish i have more money in the future so that we can go for a nice holiday as a family; Farouk, Areej and i. And by the way, i really mean it.